Give us three words you would use to describe your time at the Art Institute (and why):
Probing, Revelatory, Stark
The professor or course that most affected your work (and why):
1972 • Foundations • All Instructors but, most notably: Steven Whitaker & Richard Mattson • Thought Provoking & Eloquent • Also: encountering the infamous Paulo Solari • a small, dark man in the midst of overly painted white walls … a man who spoke about the social fabric of a future many, many years ahead, in the making … Arcosanti? whispering on the arid plains of the Southwest where I now make my own home … Mysterious Man …
Mysterious Southwestern part of the USA.
1973 • Stanley Lewis • Exciting, Motivating then, Irritating … I moved on • Michael Walling • Observant, Watching his words carefully – then, speaking in slow, vague statements … it was up to me to determine the message … somewhat enlightening, somewhat disappointing … In 1983, I discovered that Michael was/is a very good painter. He earned my respect & we were able to converse in a much more honest way. I’m glad that we got to this moment in Time.
1974 & 1975 • Warren Rosser • Attractive Foreigner • Good Listener • Startling Commentary • Lover of Art & Life. – Also: Wilbur Niewald • Talk, Talk, Talk • Kind & Devoted • Passionate • Elusive – Also: Lester Goldman • Technique, Technique, Technique … the only one who bothered teaching it! I relished in it! I needed structure & knowledge … growing tired of painting philosophy. The philosophy – my Own – was already in my Head!
1976 • Richard Mattson – again … another Honest Connection, Finally! with a male Instructor who is Looking & Asking Why? I felt flattered. He wasn’t patronizing or being charitible • An amusing Story Teller • loved listening to him roll his words out like ribbon off a spool.
The most important thing a faculty member ever said to you and under what circumstances it was said:
Michael Walling: “Your Work is Perverse …” Yes, I know Michael My Work rejects following my Instructors’ working styles in order to discover who I am not! I work on my own. I don’t/didn’t need to follow anyone. I only observed Other’s works & words, then, went My Own Way. Hey! Where were the women Painting Instructors anyway? I didn’t have an instructor to follow because I didn’t have an instructor whom I felt respected me. I was not an easy student.
The best class or project you ever participated in:
My Senior Year: Lester Goldman’s Painting Class & Printmaking Classes from an Instructor, who’s name escapes me at the moment.
The course was the most challenging and why:
All Classes seemed to be challenging. But, what was most challenging other than the classes/schedules: was the fact that there were no full time female instructors while I attended KCAI. Male Instructors just couldn’t relate to me in an honest, serious & meaningful way. After my Junior year I became so frustrated with the lack of connection between my male instructors & myself & my work; that I left Missouri & moved to Northern California. I spent several months there – just working & living & making artwork in my spare time. I felt bitter about art school. But, I returned to finish my degree & I was glad that I did this. KCAI will always be dear to my heart in spite of my disappointments & frustrations. I understand that I was just living in a time when women were not represented in art schools across the nation as well as in art history & in the galleries, as a whole. Sadly, this fact still rings true. But, times have changed. Our presence has grown and younger female students are reaping the benefits. But, I have to wonder how I would have fared if I had had a female painter/instructor in my midst while I was going to school … so young & impressionable … Yes! in the tune of: Lee Bontecou, Jennifer Bartlett, Alice Neel or Dorthea Tanning? How unfortunate!!! & how much I would have loved & benefited from such an experience!!!
One lesson that you learned at KCAI that still guides your career:
Nothing much from KCAI guides my career other than: I was able to develop my vision & my craft & I still have all of this development within my reach. I was given or awarded the time to really reach into myself – for nearly 5 years – and do this for myself … before I went out into the world to develop a career that replicates a wandering river that goes for many miles & miles.
Tell us which classmates were your best friends and how you’ve kept in touch since college:
I haven’t kept in touch with KCAI classmates and I hardly remember proper names anymore which saddens me. But, I have lots of photographs. I used to check out a camera from the photography department & go around & document my classmates usually during Beaux Arts. I had many favorite people to document, learn from & enjoy, in my midst … many fond memories. We were so young & we were discovering ourselves & our art. We were extraordinary &beautiful- even within the midst of our frailties. I would love to re-connect with whomever is receptive. Now if I could just rightfully remember some names?! I’ll say that the KCAI Alumni Directory has certainly helped me to jog some cognition.
I’m glad I bought a copy. Now, I guess I need to motivate myself to actually make an effort to contact – no excuses, huh?
Your college sweetheart:
Hmmm … I’m not saying. Lots of nice looking & interesting & talented individuals come to mind … I’m not inferring that they were All My Sweethearts! But, R.E. comes to mind … a very talented, intense & searching individual who I would love to talk to again. Our communication should be vastly improved by now … But?
Favorite hang-out on-campus:
The Printmaking Department. I spent more hours there than the Painting Department. It felt more relaxed & stimulating. This place may have felt this way to me because it was just one big room where many people could work …
it was more communal than the small, cramp spaces of the Painting department.
I also loved the dark rooms of the Photography Department. I didn’t take any classes in this department, I just liked to photograph & make prints there. I loved the quiet darkness & the magical proceedure of making an image from film transform onto paper. So, why did I major in painting? It wasn’t just the smell of oil paint & pastel crayons that enticed me! It’s all image making … making images from life & from the mind. Perhaps it doesn’t even matter what medium we choose. It’s all relevant & necessary & at hand.
My favorite place off campus: The Nelson Art Gallery, Of Course!!!
The craziest thing you did while at KCAI:
I climbed on top of the roof of Vanderslice with a fellow student that I didn’t know during a Beaux Arts Event. I got up to the roof by climbing up the stone facade! It was the other student’s idea. I immediately thought that it was a good idea & I couldn’t believe that I did it so effortlessly. That’s until I had to return to the ground! It must have been the alcohol! I loved the New Perspective. The stranger & I had a delightful conversation & we enjoyed sharing the vantage point. I Don’t Know why I did this! I have a fear of heights! Perhaps, I wanted to compete physically with my male counterpart?
But, while I/we was/were up on this roof, I had time to admire the antiquity & the architecture of this strange, old building called Vanderslice & ponder it’s unknown history. I also enjoyed getting a birds eye view of the campus below & witness the comings & goings of other people – especially the ones looking for me. It was so strange. When I mastered my way back to the ground, I discovered that noone had seen my ascend/descend. That makes me wonder: Who was that climbing mate anyway. I don’t believe that I ever saw him again.
The funniest experience at KCAI :
Funniest experience doesn’t come to mind … lots of drama, though
Tell us about the moment that you truly knew that you were an artist/designer:
I knew that I was an artist years before I attended KCAI. I spent my pre-art school years scouring the art filled floors of the Nelson Art Gallery. I took art classes wherever I could find them. But, I also just did artwork on my own. No need for constant instruction. What I saw around me was captivating & inspired me to respond it, in some way. I just found my way to KCAI & it was a dream come true when I discovered that I had been accepted for attendance for 4 whole years. What an unbelievable Contract?! I didn’t have the privilege of receiving financial assistance from my parents. So, I had to apply for financial aid/loans from the government. Both acceptance & assistance fell into my lap & I was a very happy person at that moment.
One moment here at KCAI that you will remember for the rest of your life:
I walked into the Vanderslice building with a portfolio containing artwork from my highschool art classes. It also contained artwork which I had done on my own. I sat down before Steven Whitaker & showed him what I had brought.
It was a dark, overcast day in the dreadful month of December – I think? We were in the large room which faces the campus interior & this room seemed so dark & cold & not very welcoming. I was very nervous but, hopeful. I remember thinking to myself: this may not turn out so good the way that things appear.
But, before my interview with Steven was over, I knew that I was going to be accepted into attending KCAI & I that I was on a cusp of a bright future. I just knew it! & Steven’s words to me, just seemed to confirm it!
The hardest lesson:
Finding my way through my work and not having a clear path as to where I was going. I really wish that I would have received better direction or had a better notion of how to attain a Good Direction for myself. Mentoring is important .. especially when you’re young. Like I said, there wasn’t any strong, female representation when I was attending KCAI. I believe that this would have made a big difference in my experiences & in my decision making. I’m so glad to recognize that female representation has greatly increased at KCAI, in this respect. I know that current young women students are getting more out of their education because of this fact. Thankfully, times have changed & KCAI has chosen to be part of this change.